the past month and a half were so happy.. we were so good. :(
why, as soon as he’s gone, he turns into a completely different person.. I brought it up, I told him I was depressed, and I havent been sleeping at all, and nothing. All we do when we talk on the phone is talk about him. And we talk maybe an hour a day. I get 2 texts a day, and that’s all. I text him all the time, telling him little things that I think will make him laugh or smile and I miss him, and all that.. and nothing for me, not even a response. We fought last night because of this. He said he didnt want to text or talk on the phone all the time, even though we barely do. I’m just so emotional because I’ve been scared of this. I knew this would happen, as much as he promised it wouldnt.. it’s happening again.
why. I’m so good to him.. i love him more than anything, and I show it. :(